• CHAPTER 1: Who would have thought...
    Devon is so perfect. I love him. Can't stop thinking about him. I've tried everything. EVERYTHING! Dating, going out, etc. When am i going to find the words and strength to tell him how much i love him? Either he is stupid or i'm pushing him away. I dont know. I'm obviously not pushing him away or he wouldn't be asking for me, or calling me; and he's not stupid.I've tried to tell him, but i open my mouth and nothing comes out. Here he comes, probably to make my day perfect with his smile or to make me miserable with his painful words.
    -Claire? i got to talk to you.- Devon said
    - What is it?- i said, as he dragged me aside so we could talk privately.
    - I think Dana is in love with me. I - I just...

    Then i ran away, i just couldn't take it. I ran away crying like a baby. Stupid, stupid, stupid! i thought. This was my chance, i could have told him. But no. I had to run away. Like a baby. Like a stupid baby. I realized i just said goodbye my best friend. And now, God know what'll happen. Maybe they'll have kids and stuff. Everything because i had to run away.

    It's been 3 weeks since the last time i talked to him. I know he's not absent, i've seen him wave at me,even though i don't answer and turn away. I'm a horrible person. How can i be so selfish? If he loves this girl, he should be able to be with her. I mean, like a wise man once said:"If you love someone, sometimes you have to put their feelings before your own." . But that obviously wasn't working for me. I felt like the world was coming to an end when i saw him coming over to talk to me. He stood in front of me and asked:
    - Are you alright?