• ~It's strange... i feel alone in darkness.......it's like the darkness is taking control.......it's an odd feeling, it's so hard to describe.

    ~As every day goes by it feels like the darkness is taking more and more control of me.......the bloodthirst is overwhelming.......I wonder how the old me would think of what i am now......probably the same as everyone else......

    ~All my life everyone's the same....they hate me....think I'm insane......and gives me all the same look....it's this dark look that ices over my heart....that feeds the darkness.....no matter where I look they all stare at me the same....like i shouldn't be here.......like i shouldn't be alive......

    ~It's strange.....it's like the darkness is taking it's own personality..... im not like it at all.....i remember how i was before it came........silent....quiet....and still alone........that was until the darkness came.......

    ~After it came everything changed....... I started having this anger issue....when it comes it's weird....I barely remember......people say that I have an evil look when it happens...... it's my body and yet.....I've never seen it.....who....what......is it?.....

    ~It's getting stronger as every day goes by...... the loneliness feeds it but....I guess you wouldn't know what that's like....to be alone.....no one to trust......I don't even think I can trust myself anymore......

    ~Who am I?..... I don't even know myself....... this darkness...... it makes me feel like im not even human anymore......just a sad soul being poisoned by a darkness........

    ~Am I human?.....to me i don't think so anymore.......the bloodthirst I get from this darkness........it's like that of a demon....the want to kill......the need to destroy.......it's not human......

    ~This darkness in me......how long will it take for it to take control completly........what will happen when it does?..........will I lose all signs of humanity?.......or have I already lost it?.......