• i remembered a girl who experienced a lot of things for her young age
    i thought of sharing this to you because it might help you realize on something.
    i'll just summarize it for you...

    * she was a lesbian at the age of 7-9 years old. being a lesbian, it doesn't mean she had a girlfriend,it's because she acted very boyish and always been with boys.
    * she experienced being in love with a boy,named chito, at age 9.
    * she experienced her first kiss with chito while hiding under the teacher's desk. (chito kissed her to show his feelings. this was the reason why this girl quit being boyish)
    * at the age of 11, she had her first boyfriend,rene, they did not break up but instead rene went to province without saying goodbye to her.
    * at the age 12, she had her 2nd boyfriend which she loved a lot. he was anthony. she really really loved anthony that they always meet. she always make false excuses just to be with him. she was betrayed 3 times by this guy. 1st, she heard anthony and his friends making a deal about their relationship and that he was really not serious wiht his relationship with her.2nd, anthony was always with his ex-girlfriend. 3rd, anthony and his ex-girlfriend came back to each other without telling her.
    * at her 1st year in highshool, she had her 3rd boyfriend through cellphone.he was carlo. they did not meet even once during their relationship. she was also betrayed by carlo 3 times. 1st, carlo was courting her bestfriend to be his girlfriend. 2nd, carlo was courting her another bestfriend to be his girlfriend. 3rd, he really didn't loved her at all that carlo was only tricking her.
    * she had her 4th boyfriend named ronald. same as carlo, they never did meet during their relationship. ronald was very loyal to her. he was really eager to see but never had the time. they both planned for their future together and ronald promised that he would never ever leave her. after that, ronald didnt even called or texted her anymore.
    * after experiencing a lot of problems, she started joining clans in cellphones. a lot courted her. she answered the all of the guys. for short, she became a timer. she had about 9 boyfriends at the same time.her motto? if one leaves her, there would still be another.

    >these is the list of her boyfriends name and her experiences at that time...
    >>ferdinand, he was really sweet, but his parents did not want him to have a boyfriend
    >>allan, a very loyal guy, broke up because he discovered that she had many boyfriends
    >>pj, a very demanding guy, who really loves to meet her and wanted to make love with her.
    >>william, he had a lot of girlfriends too, he chose her, but after that they didn't have any communications anymore.
    >>karl, also a loyal guy, but is very busy with work,never had the time for her
    >>khirby,....(i'll tell you later.)
    >>emil, he lived in baguio, bacuase she lost her sim card, she forgot his number.
    >>jaime, a lesbian girl, didnt care for her.
    >>hmmm....i forgot the name!!!wahh...let's just name him java_loco...bacuase as far as i know it's his name in a clan...(i'll tell you later.)

    * khirby, not that sweet guy, not that ideal type..but this guy... it was her first experience of _._._(i know you can guess it..PM me if you can't)...she really loved him that's why she let her dignity taken away by khirby...
    * java_loco...(i really forgot the name), he was really thoughtful, it was her 2nd experience of _._._ ...she tells falls information to her parents so that she can meet him and have _._._ in his house.. about 2 times a week they meet.

    * ahemm...at her 2nd year of highschool, she had her uhmm... 13th boyfriend...right? his name was paul. she really really loved him. they had a happy relationship together. one day, he suddenly hugged her in front of her house, not knowing her grandmother looking. by seeing the things happen,she was sent inside the house. the next day, paul was sent to a far place, his parents side and hers wanted them apart. so even in telephone, they never gave them a chance to talk... until one day, she asked if they would still continue their relationship. paul said, that if she did not broke up with him,he will. he also added that she was just a cover up for her ex-girlfriend. hurted by what she heard,she brooke up with him and never did spoke to him.
    * at her 3rd year of highshool. she had her 14th boyfriend,named justine. he was almost everything she really wanted except that he was not transparent with the feelings for each other. one day, she was expecting justine to come by her house,she was already prepared,already dressed,she also cooked food at that day for him. she received a text that he cannot go to her house anymore because he and his friends immediately planned to go out to have fun. being hurt. she felt a deep grudge to justine. and because of that she finds another boyfriend withouht breaking up with him. it was her 15th boyfriend,bryan. she told bryan about her having a boyfriends and unexpectedly still accepted her. until one day, she confesses to justine and told him that she had another boyfriend. (it's a long story,let me end it fast). justine wants her to choose between the two of them...weeks again passed, she ended up chosing bryan.
    * at the 4th year of highschool,bryan is her 15th boyfriend,which is her present,she had everything she was looking for a guy...(he is really cute)... bryan,wanted to attend seminary, told her that he wanted to spend his remaining 4years with her. suffering from pain, she accepted it and prepared herself for the consequence and pain she would experience when he would be attending his seminary life. months passed until one day bryan told her that he will not go to seminary anymore instead he wanted to spent his life with her and i really wished them both happy in the end.

    she really experienced a lot for her age. and i can say, she knows how you feel, especially when you are in a really deep grief of pain.

    some say she is a one of a kind and is a very hard to find girl.why? i don't know.

    for me,she is a really strong girl to have pass all those problems in life. and as for you i wish that you also have the strength to face your problems...^^

    goodluck in life...