• I wake up and look around not realizing that my life in a 3 minute time period has just changed , i feel the sharp bloody taste in my mouth, spit on my cheek, pain on the back of my head and a confusion i can't explain, it was a cold December day when it all started, I have Epilepsy a disorder that cause's me to have many seizures. I was diagnosed at 11, and will live with it forever. Everything that day was happening in a flash fast and slow i don't remember half of it and then i woke up in the Emergency room and i looked around not really knowing or having any memory of cussing out the people around me or the fact that i had fallen kit my head, and started seizing, It explained why when i was 5 years old i screamed bloody murder as i vomited my guts out over a head ache that i got three times a week, or more, that was a Semi-partial seizure, and now I twitch and scream at random and act like im bi-polar and have this all as a seizure, i take medication .... lots of it, my heart always is breaking once over again, this disorder is painful and i am now learning to cope, but i feel that knowing this story will help others, i hope it did.