• Funny how things change, isn't it ? Yeah, i completely understand. The people I was once the closest to are now just becoming different people and fake as a doll. I use to try to change with them so I wouldn't feel left out, but as I got older I realized that I just need to be myself and I will find the real friends, you know the ones that will last me a lifetime even after high school. My circle becomes smaller and smaller as I get older, I predict that soon I will just have two people in my circle. But I would rather have two real friends than 100 fake friends. I have tons of others but I have trust issues and I don't know who to open up to. I usually just keep things to myself, and bottle everything up inside, then I have those days basically once a month or once every two months where I just cry my eyes out. But what doesn't kill me makes me stronger, and I am getting stronger every single day. I hope everyone out there that is going through some tough changes and feeling alone, just know that if you stay strong and stick things through, it always gets better. There is always a rainbow after the rain <3