• corona virus current journal
    right now we are under quarantine in the US.
    i've not order to stay at home but school is close and shops just kept closing
    all i can do now is to stay at home.
    they say that the virus is coming
    and the minute we step outside we will contact with it.
    so i stay inside
    it wasn't too hard as i've always stay at my home. ( during summer break i only got out for about 10 days)
    i thought i should be fine
    but now i feel so restless.
    i meant i've only stay home for about a week
    so it shouldn't be a problem, but now i want to go out.
    i might sound like a sociopath, but it just what it like under quarantine.

    i have thought of some reason for this
    i first blame it on the media for kept spreading fear
    but i'm not that fearful and i believe the probability that i will catch one is extremely low.
    then i think it was because my parent is at home
    and when they are we always go out and do something
    it might have been true but i don't think it's the only reason
    then a few days a go, i just slept too much
    so much so that i couldn't differentiate between a dream and a reality.
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    it just that i dream about recieving a text from group chat that school is closing all of their online class and said it will open in about 2 weeks. i even went and check and see that they sent out an email to everyone. it was just so vivid, but when i want to go and check to see if my online class is locked, i can't. there seem to be an outside forces that stop me from doing so. then i woke up, feeling a fuzzy for the day and think that the dream is real. then after i discus with my mom over how upset i was that school stop doing the online class thing, i went and check it again on its website. there is a new announcement , but nothing about online class closing. i check my email and see none coming from the school itself. it's just scare me at that time. so much so that i have to read their new message again and still couldn't know what is going on. so yeah
    thank corona sweatdrop