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Relentless anguish burns deep in his chest
The flesh rips as his fingers rake
Marks are left after meaningless effort
To stop the pain only she can make
Without a cure death be his fate
He knows this all to well
He must profess his feelings for her
Or forever live in hell
He does not know why he loves her
That fact is hard to bear
Maybe its her angelic eyes
Or maybe her beautiful hair
Maybe its her incessent chatter
A trait he had always enjoyed
Other people force her to stop
Only he would be unannoyed
It could have also been the feeling of warmth
Whenever she was near
But he knows he loves her for something else
Though it remains unclear
He cannot explain his feelings for her
This he cannot understand
Simply put he loves her for her
More that any other can
His determination must never fall
His goal must stay in sight
He must show her how much she means to him
No matter how hard the fight
He may lose an arm or a leg
Though to him it matters not
If the reward was to be her love
It is a battle which must be fought
He must release these feelings to her
He can see no other way
To tell her just how perfect she is
To say what he must say
Though he loves her more than life
The thoughts of her still burn
Until they cease to bring him pain
Forever will tears return
Every moment is spent thinking of her
Knowing that he was to blame
Maybe if he had told her himself
She would have loved him the same
He prays and prays through all the night
Though he fears it to be in vain
He swore that he would never give up
No matter how fierce the pain
He cannot get her out of his head
His sanity crumbling away
He see's the scars which cover his chest
Then looks to the sky to pray
Dear God almighty to whom I beg
I have but a single wish
Please grant me the strenth that I will need
To show her that I exist
He seeks a way to show her
Though only one can be found
He alone must show her his love
To him this burden is bound
She had already broken him once before
Destroying his heart and soul
Now he has nothing left but his life
Which may also be lost with this goal
He must find a way to tell her
These feelings inside his heart
If she throws these feelings away
This world he will depart
For without her he is nothing
His heart an empty shell
His life would no longer have purpose
His mind would become his hell
No matter how much that he burns this time
He has to reveal what is true
He fears his words are his last goodbye
As he says the words I love you
Be her response all that he needs
Never shall his pain return
He hopes this answer to be the truth
or forever he will burn
He cannot go on burning forever
He just wants to live again
To be able to look into her eyes
Without incinerating from within
He wants to remember what it was like
Being able to sleep in peace
Instead of lying awake all night
His tears unable to cease
He knows he will die if she regects him again
Where his soul will go he cannot tell
Even if he is sent to live in heaven
Without her heaven's but another hell
- by Rainbow Yaoi Cupcake |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 07/16/2008 |
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- Title: His love for her
- Artist: Rainbow Yaoi Cupcake
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Description:
The man in this poem is also the man typing these words. To complicated for a simple description. If you read the poem closely, however, thats all the description you will need. Hope you enjoy my emotions in poetry form.
PS- The man has not gotten an answer
PPS- Message me if you have any questions about the poem
PPPS- Espessially message me if you have any suggestions on how to improve this poem
- Date: 07/16/2008
- Tags: emopoetry sadness love
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Comments (2 Comments)
- OoOCrystalMoonOoO - 07/16/2008
- I like it but i was hopeing at the end you'd clear up what her response was...wish the guy i still love would feel that way
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- lovermikey - 07/16/2008
- nice work. but a bit long
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