• RE-BEGIN

    weeping willow why do you care of my demise?
    an angel spreads it's wings out as it cries.
    my death was worthy of such a wreched soul.
    i only wished to be buried in earth's deepest hole.

    weeping willow why do you weep.
    i'm happy now that im in eternal sleep.
    when death came i full willingly jumped into his scyth
    i nolonger wanted this life.

    death is all that i deserved.
    you might think me a bit disterbed
    however, someone as that wouldn't think to sceme.
    the death that i began to dream


    i'd gouge out my eyes, chop off my toes.
    sounds a bit crazy i do suppose.
    cut out my tongue, then my ears.
    a normal person would brake down in tears.

    as i lied bleeding to death.
    i could feel all the pleasure release in that last breath.
    that is when i realized i'd never see you again.
    and now, how much pain i was in.

    i reached out to what i believed was you.
    as i fell pitifully i withdrew.
    cloaked in black my future was in.
    how could i commit such a devious sin?

    for you see i'm not insane.
    i had full vision on never breathing again.
    i didn't have you in the beggining, now not the end.
    if it did hurt you, it's not what i did intend.

    i'm no longer a part of your beautiful sunshine.
    i can nolonger pretend you are mine.
    my body numb, i can no longer feel your soft touch.
    i can now no longer see the person i loved so much.

    weeping willow reaching deep toward the silver sea.
    revive me and bring them to me.
    allow my eyes to stop bleeding, so i can see again.
    give me back my tongue and ears, so i can taste their kiss
    and hear my lovers voice, give me the chance to restart,
    ---to rebegin