• I just got into writing again
    I guess I abandoned it for a while, afraid of letting others know whats going on
    But it helps me deal and sort things out
    Too much to not do it
    It helps me send messages to people who will never read them
    And who I'll eventually be glad that they never did
    We sing to find flaws in everyone else
    But end up only finding them in ourselves
    From the mothers who won't let our inhibitions shine
    To the fathers who secretly understand, but outwardly shun the creative
    For fear they'll discover something they won't be able to upturn
    Music helps us realize we are not alone
    While still letting us keep that feeling of uniqueness if we so choose
    Beauty that is computer generated
    Still captures our eyes
    I still write now
    Though sometimes I wish I hadn't opened up this well of thoughts
    waiting to be released into the unknown
    For the unknown is what I fear the most
    And to let my thoughts go is to release part of myself
    Into that abyss
    Not knowing
    If anyone will catch me?