I can feel my throat closing

• Artist: ChristineVictoriaCapulett
• Description: a depressing poem i wrote after me and my oyfriend broke up and i was told by the guy i broke up with my boyfriend for i was the fattest ugliest mother f**king b**ch hed ever had the misfortune to know, and i i ever talked to him he would ... i was never told what he would do because the principal came and took him away for rude language and disturbance of hte peace.
• Date: 12/09/2008
• Tags: feel throat closing bleed fall

I can feel my throat closing
My head is spinning out of controll
I am getting light headed
Falling forever
A never ever ending hurt
I stabbed too many people too many times
I am paying for my crimes
I must die
I have no choice
I must leave.
With a final heave
Ho
There I go
Down a hill
Over a cliff
Off a bridge
No one cares
They all laugh
I fall forever
Never ever ending fall
I never hit the bottom
My prison is a bottomless pit
Deeper than Hell
12 times worse
I see all the people I hurt
Everyhing I did to them
I see the blood coming from the wounds from their backs
I stabbed them
Over and over
Never even gave it a second thought
Now I see
Al I ever did was hurt me
I sealed my fate
I get wat I gave
Hate
I will die
I have no choice
I will leave
With a final heave
Ho
There I go
Down a hill
Over a cliff
Off a bridge

No one cares
They all laugh
I fall forever
Never ever to hit the bottom
My bottomless pit of despair and heartbreak
Never to see my “friends” again
Never to know the joy of love
Only the despair of hatred
I do not deserve to love you
You are too good to even spit on me
I will disappear forever
Never to be seen again
Like a ghost I will alsways see you
Never to feel the warmth of your touch
The taste of your kiss
Or hear you call my name ever again
I must die
I have no choice
I must leave.
With a final heave
Ho
There I go
Down a hill
Over a cliff
Off a bridge
No one cares
They all laugh
I fall forever
crying cry crying

Comments

[syberfreak]

hmmm....funny comments, depressing poem. they match perfectly ^_^ lol

[ChristineVictoriaCapulett]

this poem is about how i hurt people for my own selfish reasons and never gave a second thought to the destruction i left in my wake. i am an outcast in the society i live in because of what i havedone and thet was the basis behing the chorus "I must die
I have no choice
I must leave.
With a final heave
Ho
There I go
Down a hill
Over a cliff
Off a bridge
No one cares
They all laugh
I fall forever"
because hell is what you make it if your going there anyway. if you were evil then the worse you we

[Emo_Wuvs_Haylie]

i knwo how you feel..regretably i said taht to a girl i knew named christina a while back, however she deserved it, i tried many tiems convincing her we were over and i said soething simialr but way worse...and a week later she messages me and asks if were still going out >.>

[Pooki Babi]

omg gosh dat is so sad were u cryen? becaz i wuldnt cry i wld knok da s**t out of both of them