• Watching you standing there with a curious look on your face at my tears..
    How they fall, how they hurt...
    Seeing the frown crease in your smile at the rushing tears,
    Falling to the ground on my knees in a slight crouch,
    Using my arms to cover my head, just to sheild you from the tears that hurt you so dearly
    How you held me close...
    Telling me everything was okay...When it wasnt
    ...Why the pain?
    ..Why me?
    Glancing up to see you right above me, how you held your arms out,
    The way you felt my pain...
    Missing that...
    The pain strikes in a traumatizing pang to my chest
    Choking, seeing the blood come up
    The way you took me in your arms, the worried look on your face
    Seeing you for the last time through blurred tears
    Dripping blood from my mouth
    Feeling you cradle me closer and drop to the ground
    Barely seeing you,
    Watching your tears hit my face with a soft pattering sound
    Coughing more and hearing the blood clogging my airways
    Suddenly holding your face in my hands and mouthing the words
    "I love you..."
    Closing my eyes, hearing the sound of a gunshot
    Breathing my last breath
    Feeling us held in each others arms,
    Gone...