Diseased Love

• Artist: Schizophrenic_Dolly
• Description: This poem is about something that happened to me. It's really sad and it's about my schizophrenia. My perception of reality is completely messed up and "the people" as I call them, always follow me around. Well one day I fell in love with one of "the people" and he loved me too. He as you know was not real, but a imaginary person that I had made up. I thought he was real, but he wasn't. I finally realized he wasn't real, and had to let him go. This poem is about that situation.
• Date: 01/09/2009
• Tags: diseased love

Imaginary love
Created by disease
Like a melancholy dream
Where you never wake from sleep
And when you do awake
The loneliness you feel
Is perhaps the worst thing
With which you have to deal
Oh where is my love
Then I realize
That it was just a fantasy
That has now died
And my love, I'm sorry
That it was this way
I wish you had been real
I wish you would have stayed
We used to be together
Every single day
And now that your gone
All I have to say:
Oh where is my love
Who has loved me so dearly
I fear you are dead
Within my heart
And a love lost
Has torn me apart
crying

Comments

[Dummblond23]

thts sad but good.i luv it.
its so deep and emotional

[nones here anymore]

sad........but it happens, too much, much too much.

[DeathDoll_Hell]

Sad/Romantic..I'm sorry for you D:
5/5 great poem though!!

[YouKnowYouLoveThis]

that is really good! and really sad, i'm sorry you went through that, It's horrible to lose someone you love it must only make it worse to know he was never real in the first place

[centheny1]

whoa, that was so sad, im srry u had to let him go

[Pupp3t n3ko]

depressing. >.<