• i won the battle
    but i lost the fight
    i lost my friends
    ive lost what hept me here
    and im glad
    they can finally go on and be happy
    without me as there constandt worry
    they'll attend my funeral
    and cry and wonder why?

    except one

    one will know why
    one will know the pain i held
    the pain that weighed me down
    but they'll say nothing
    for fear of being blamed
    secretely they'll die inside
    noone will know why
    one day they'll realise she knew all along
    and scream regret
    she could have been saved
    all the time ill shout
    no! no!
    it was upon myself
    but they wont listen
    they wont even hear me
    she'll be crying my silent tears
    until it goes to far for her to take
    and does the very thing i did