• She had always liked him
    But never truly knew why
    He never really talked to her
    And his friends had made her cry


    She smiled at him in the hall
    He just turned his head
    He did not care about her
    Is what he always said


    But she kept her chin up
    And she loved him still
    Because she knew what was inside
    A hole that she could fill


    His friends soon caught word
    Of her feelings toward him
    They made fun of her
    But her love did not dim


    She knew that she was better
    Than what they thought she was
    But still her heart was his
    For reasons she knew not of


    She slowly became more tired
    Slipping deep into a hole
    He was still ignoring her
    Breaking her delicate soul


    But her love did not falter
    She always thought of him
    But all the rumors about her
    Put her closer to the brim


    On the final day
    His friends played a trick
    Told her that he loved her
    Just to watch her tick

    They said that he loved her
    They said he cared
    They gave her straight faces
    As they honestly stared

    Sadly she believed them
    And she became overjoyed
    Little did she know
    That it was all a ploy


    She went up to him
    To make sure that he knew
    That she knew how he felt
    And that she loved him too


    He did not understand
    So all he did was stare
    Telling her repeatedly
    "I really do not care"


    She was finally over the edge
    She knew it could not be true
    she thought they said he loved her
    But deep inside she knew


    She could not understand
    How to go on living her life
    So she went home into the kitchen
    And pulled out the sharpest knife


    She screamed into the air
    This is not how it should be
    She screamed all the things
    That she wished that he would see


    She screamed of her love
    She cried of her pain
    She whispered of what happened
    How it could never be the same


    And with her last strength
    She scribbled her final note
    She explained everything
    And this is what she wrote:


    Take the shining knife,
    And cut open my wrists
    Watch the blood flow out
    It couldve ended with a kiss


    Take the bloody knife
    Write words into my skin
    Tell me that you hate me
    Make the pain begin


    Take the knife and hold it up
    So that everyone can see
    That this is the pain
    You were always causing me


    She watched the blood pour out
    Collapsing on the floor
    Little did she know
    That he was at the door


    He did not get an answer
    As he screamed her name
    He told her he was sorry
    And he was just to shy at this game


    He did not want to give up
    He wanted her to know
    That he really did like her
    Just did not let it show

    "Those are not my friends
    they are not mine to adore
    please i need to see you
    just open this damned door"


    He walked to the window
    Saw her lying there
    He broke out the glass
    cry tears of care


    He jumped in the window
    And knelt down on the floor
    Looking at the girl
    He would always adore


    Desperately calling for help
    She was still alive
    He tried to bandage wounds
    "Please God let her survive"


    He held her so close
    As the ambulance drew near
    I really do love you
    He whispered in her ear.

    As time passed away
    So did she
    If only she was still alive
    to hear his persistant plea

    but it was to late
    she was already dead
    and the guilt of her death
    rushed to his head

    he looked on the ground
    and saw the bloody knife
    he looke down and saw
    the end of his life

    the blade was gripped
    the knife did plunge
    his strife was useless
    and his life was done