• the pain is unbearable i can't take it i walk around like theres nothing wrong everythings cool but its not everythings wrong im spinning in a never ending wurl pool of sorrow i look to be saved but no one there i see a light its bright and gentle i reach for it but it seems its to far away no its not the light thats too far away its me i fall and fall in a darness that i can't underst and i look to see the light its no longer around its gone i then feel as thou im in a cold dark jail cell waiteing and waiteing for the light to return cuse maby ill be able to grab it this time it gets colder and colder and i feel as thou im not long worth being i fell worthless and unhappy i look for a suliton i see a nife i feel happy to see it laying there waiteing for me as i was waiteing for the light and i go over to it a false happy takes over my body ad i hesitate to pick it up cuse i had relized the light had returned for me i stand up and drop the nife to the floor i walk towards the light and i can grab it i smile but im not happy still looking for an aswer i grab the light and wake up