• Shall death throw me away,
    Nothing worthy or nothing useful why do I stay,
    My heart just tears more and more each day,
    All I do is play Halo 3 in daylight and go to sleep at night,
    Waking up to dog barks making me paranoid and delusional,
    I hate trusting anyone now,
    But my words to life is f**k it,
    I never really feel loved anymore just threatened,
    The lies told to me are shattering when I learn the truth,
    It just cuts right threw my heart deeper till it breaks apart,
    I'll isolate myself from others other than my family I love..
    But I cry,
    Why don't you look closely into my eyes and see my soul twisting up,
    And my thoughts are going psycho and my mind just goes blank,
    But for now I'll live with it..
    Threw another day.