• Ok i understand
    i realize i made a mistake
    i was being foolish thinking i was in love
    when i wasn't

    his name was R.L. (not really)
    he was sweet but had many issues
    he had things to sort through before we
    could be in any relationship

    Besides, he had a girlfriend
    and at first he said he would dump her for me
    but that would be so unfair to her
    so the weird friend more than friend relationship ended
    he said we should just be friends

    At first i was crushed but now i realize
    it wasn't all my fault
    i need to learn that he is not for me
    don't settle for scum ( sorry R its true)
    well thats all i had to say

    you do mean a lot to me R
    yet it is best if i distance myself from you
    it is time to move on
    besides 9th grade in 3 mths
    and 8th for u in 3 mths
    (did i mention R is in a grade lower that me?) (guess i forgot : P )

    _ love your friend Mary
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