• You can't just think up a beautiful poem
    As your write it the words will come
    So instead I will share with you a secret.
    A beautiful secret.
    I hate you.
    I hate you so much that I am madly in love with you.
    Like the strings on a marionette I am tied
    To my feelings for you
    Your low self esteem drives me mad with insecurities of myself
    Your compassion and kindness makes me want to drive a knife into my chest
    Your pain makes me feel pleasure
    Your knowledge makes me feel like a fool
    So.. You can't just think up an ugly poem.
    As you write, your words will break.
    So instead I will share with you a secret.
    An ugly secret
    I love you.
    I love you so much that I hate your ******** guts.
    Like the wings of a caged bird or bad
    I can't break free from you
    Your courage makes me stronger
    Your nonexistent hatred and anger makes me want to make you love me more than anyting
    Your pleasure makes me want to slit my throat
    Your idiocy makes me feel like I am the smartest in the world.
    So.. You can't just think up a poem.
    As you write, your words will fade
    So instead I will share with you a secret
    Just a secret
    I want you
    I want you so much I feel the need to write this
    Though your low self esteem drives me mad
    Your courage makes me thrive
    Though your compassion and kindness wants me to drive the blade into my chest
    You're love is all I crave whether I say "hate me" or not
    Though your pain pleasures me
    You pleasure pains me because its not from me.
    Though your knowledge makes me feel dumb
    I know I learn from you as you learn from my smarts when your idiocy shows.
    This poem isn't much
    But its one way to tell a secret
    Now the request I have for you
    Is to cut these strings and free me from my hurt
    Free me from the hurt that I feel around you
    Free from this happyness I am not used to.
    Free from the jealousy I feel because I'm not 'the one'
    Simply...
    Cut My Strings...
    Set Me Free...