• Where is my life going?
    I have to wonder
    What am I supposed to do?
    Why do I have to be so confused?

    Sometimes I don't remember where I've been.
    It's all such a blur, What just happened
    I'm so confused, I cant remember.
    Why won't you stop confusing me?

    I don't know where I am
    I don't know which way to turn
    I'm getting so confused
    What do I do?

    Someone please tell me where I'm going
    Can things please stop spinning
    I don't think I can stand up strait
    I wonder If i can deal

    I wish I knew what I don't
    Why can't I pick and choose?
    I don't know what you're expecting from me.
    What do you hope to achieve?

    Sometimes when I'm outside
    I will lay in the grass
    and count the stars
    It distracts me

    I like the moon and stars.
    They make me forget
    the things that I must
    If for anything for my sanity.

    I feel so out of place
    like I don't belong and no one understands me
    Is this some kind of sick joke?
    Is this some kind of punishment?

    What did I do to deserve this hell.
    I want so much to escape
    To escape these lies
    and all these things I've come to hate

    I'm tired of being kicked when I'm down.
    I don't know what I'm supposed to say
    You might think I'm happy
    But I'm not gonna be ok

    This life has become so difficult.
    I wonder how I got this far.
    I'd like to start over
    but that would mean I've wasted my time.