• i lay in bed crying out your name
    it always constant it is a shame
    i love you but you do not love me
    i wish there was some way you could see

    i fell in love with a girl last year
    i would smile when she came near
    she never noticed she never cared
    i took it hard but i came prepared

    i take a knife tight in my hands
    i will succumb to satans demands
    i put my hands on my heart
    dont you see im falling apart

    i lock my room and lie in bed
    i craddle my self with my hands on my head
    i start to cry and picture her in my mind
    the one love i really wanted left me behind

    to this girl i i say good bye
    i love you please dont ask why
    i will live another day because of you
    one thing you should know is that my love is true

    the next day i go to P.E
    she is no where to be seen
    i ask around but no one knows
    i turn around as i hear the door close

    a couple of girls walk in with tears in there eyes
    they talk to the teacher the one girl sighs
    the two girls leave the gym and the teacher has come
    i dont know why but i felt so numb

    the teacher announces to the class that the girl died
    i ran out the door to find the two girls they see that i have cried
    i give them my letter i made for there friend
    this is it this is my end

    i write another note this time to my school
    i leave it on the detention stool
    i walk out side and take the knife out of my pocket
    i rip of the necklace with her picture in the locket

    i hold the locket tight in my hand
    i place the knife to my neck as i stand
    i push it in and i fall to the ground
    i died that day with out a sound