• My family think I'm okay,
    And they might think that they know everything about me,
    But they don't,
    Do they?

    I've been an outcast,
    For 16 years now,
    And they can't even seem to care....

    I'm not what people think I am,
    And there are times,
    Where I fake a smile,
    But deep inside I'm not okay.

    In my mind,
    I think of nothing,
    But about death.

    You asked me,why?
    My answer is,
    Nobody really cares to,
    even pay attention to me,when I needed it,
    And I'm sick of it!

    I'm sick of the lies,
    And I'm sick of the betrayal,
    And just for once I wish,
    I could fit in,
    For once.

    Rather being teased,
    And joke by others,
    And I just wish,
    That I wouldn't be so cold or heartless,
    Like the way I am now.

    I wish that,
    People can just see the real me,
    And I wish,
    They care for me like they care for everyone else.