• a deeper meaning,
    how deep can it get?
    blackness surrounds me
    becoming my shield...
    my barrier.
    it protects me...my soul.
    blocking out all emotion so i cant feel,
    so i cnt hurt or cry.
    darkness makes me feel stronger,
    almost invincible...
    but is it killing me inside?
    is it breaking me away slowly?
    making me heartless?
    i feel no need to cry,
    even though i want to.
    no need to feel,
    though i try so hard.
    darkness has over taken me
    and i want to be set free.
    i can no longer find the light.
    so what have i become?
    a monster...an empty shell?
    i scream but no one can hear me,
    i hurt but i cnt rly feel it.
    i thought you where my protector...
    my shield that would make me happier..
    but look what you have done..look what i have done.
    blood of loved ones has been split upon me, every body stares.
    the dead bodies of my loved ones..
    they lay behind me lifeless, useless.
    i lay there in my darkness slowly dieing.
    no more do i want to be here.....
    but i dont control my life any more...
    i dont feel any more...
    you now feel my pain, live my life and see
    that what you have and what i have done,
    made so we will never be set free
    but here to rome the darkness forever...
    searching for an exit that dosent exist...