Excited For My Demise

• Artist: Tobi-s Fangirl13
• Description: Uh...
• Date: 10/31/2009
• Tags: excited demise suicide death

How will I die?
How will I pass on?
Kicking and screaming?
Quietly, swiftly?

I just can't wait!
I want to know!
How will I lose hold?
How will I ascend?!

Life and Love...
So much work, and for what?
To be hurt, over and over...
Death shall end it, I know it!

F*ck living, I say!
When will I die?!
I want to know so badly!
They think I lie; I don't!

They say it's 'Just a phase',
They say I'll 'snap out of it',
Well, let me tell you something...
It's not.

Life and Love...
Pity and Promises...
Broken and Buried...
Despair and Demise.

How will I die?
How will I pass on?
Kicking and screaming,
Or quickly and quietly?...

Sleeping or waking?
Death is lurking,
It wants me, it stalks me,
Willingly I'd embrace it...

But for Life and Love...
Pity and Promises...
Friends and Family...
My Desperate Demise...

How will I die?...

Comments

[BatzLove]

excited for death! yes i cant wait to see what happens when i die. but yet it scares me. and saddens but its a new adventure! i see what u were going for. smile 5/5

[Tobi-s Fangirl13]

Actually, I just really wanted to write down how I felt at a moment when I was both really really bored and really really depressed. O/ o I was thinking about death, and how I'd die... and this came out. Thanks for commenting, anyway! X3

[Vll-Cloud Strife-Vll]

pretty sad instead of just enjoyin' whatever ya got...unless you live like cinderella then i get ya hehe but you could just wait ti'll ya leave home to go start your own life and forget the family if they're what torment you