• You don't want it to fade
    and yet you want to get rid of it.
    But you never found in your heart
    the choice to let go.
    When everyone is looking at you
    seeing you in agony,
    you just shrug it off
    and say "I'm fine".
    But once all eyes turn away
    tears just start dropping out
    and you cry out blood, not tears.
    Once the nightmares start
    it will all but end, just start
    consuming.

    But you can always end it
    once you start to see, or maybe
    make hope out of nowhere.
    As soon as you step back up,
    are you ready to let go? Or
    fight for it?