• Tell me what have I become
    when you've carved the letters P A I N
    Across my forhead
    man I thouqht you were the one

    I just wanna look in the mirror
    and see my face again
    But it reflects disqrace aqain
    can I qo back, and stop it from happenin ?

    I took a risk for you
    now I'm cuttin my wrist for you
    In times of desperation, I'm tempted to call
    maybe I'm missin you

    But then my mind says, LISTEN FOOL
    look at your arm
    Feel the deep cuts of your heart
    F*ck his fake and phony I LOVE YOU

    Next time when I fall
    I think that I should be more gentle
    Next time I swear that when love hits me
    I won't let it break another blood vessel

    Look what you made me
    I'm actin mental asylum crazy
    Because of you, I refuse to trust anyone
    and now i ask the world, what have I become ?
    -5/30/10