• I wish I knew what I had to do,
    to stop all these thoughts from coming through.
    All day and all night these nightmares are there,
    I swear all I want to do is just pull out my hair.

    I live with much stress,
    but I still live, I guess.

    I sit in my room with my straight jacket on.
    and all just think my mind is gone.
    I've tried to find some way out,
    but I have nothing left to do, just scream and shout.

    No one to find me. No one who cares.
    No one to stop these stupid nightmares.

    How do you stop sufffering and pain,
    when your life's been smeared, just like a stain?
    All i wish is that those around me would die,
    as if their existence was nothing but a lie.

    Still, I just sit in my room,
    waiting for all life to end (soon)...
    As I start to think about the past,
    I wonder why my life still lasts.

    ...