• i heard the rumors
    i read the notes
    i solved the secrets you kept on my own
    i saw you staring at me in class
    i dreamed
    i wondered
    i waited and watched
    i let you take your time
    but ive made my mind
    the barbed wire is electrified
    it cant be turned off
    and i was hoping you would say yes
    but i knew i was like most girls to you
    nothing special
    its alright no need to jump outa your seat
    im supposed to be the friend that handles things at best with a smile
    nd a broken heart
    but who can blame you
    my friends are always here in case something truly breaks me
    so why care i can care less
    "im fine" yea i know its the biggest lie but maybe its good to lie