• My heart is crying out for a savior
    I don't believe in god but now I wish I did
    I just want to wake up from this nightmare
    stop pretending like I was told I should

    my heart is torn in so many places
    where you took the last chunk of my sanity
    you pretended to be so sweet to me
    you gave my heart cavaties
    because too much of something sweet
    will, always end or leave you in pain abruptly
    and living in this world where you and I
    will only tear me down quite certainly

    I'm done with the fake smiles
    the never ending pointless reasons for laughter
    the tears of joy and the tears of heartbreak
    the cyanide hastens the attack on my memories
    I wish I didn't break down
    I wish this part was easy
    I wish my life was all just fake
    but deep inside I know this is reality
    the faster my blood thins
    the sooner the attack begins

    tears of cyanide
    fill my eyes
    they burn like a b***h sometimes
    this is only normal to me
    it's not like I'm ever going to be truly happy
    your lies make me die inside
    you kill the happy past
    I have fought so hard to leave behind

    I strike the match
    my heart melts
    it burns it yearns to be patched
    but I won't listen this time
    I will burn with the sanity I have left
    but I guess you left me with nothing
    you took and never gave back my heart
    so I guess I'll just be burning an empty
    carcass that you left for me...