• To dwell upon the negativity
    Gathered for years and years
    One life after another, I scared my peers
    An Artist true work of creativity

    An Artist forgetting his roots of what he retained
    Writings, works, and successful pains
    That's all he wanted, the blood of which the carpet is stained
    Tragics come wither inside the mind of the insane

    Why was I born this way, not from a command spring
    But instead from a pool of demented things
    Spiraling and tingling suicidal man sings
    With a cross through the heart and it sure hell stings

    But right after you figure out
    The problems that perpetuate your mind, soul, and artistic values
    Trapped inside a whirlwind of armor, my life is gone, it's all lose
    I try to reach up back upon my feet after I realize I'm feeling doubt

    Whether it's easy just to live
    Or lose by dying chances of which my Elders gave to me
    It doesn't matter but myriad people say it's about to be
    Cause in the end I'll be watching you from the Hell I give

    The chances are alright and my pockets remain the same
    Full of cash, coins, and pictures of Sarah
    Lets not forget that I'm still human not a boss so I keep my name
    Of which to me stands my incognito darken caldera

    She's calling out to me " Please get some more sleeping. "
    But I can't for me to achieve the goal, working is my way there
    No more dreams no more sighs I just have to keep leaping
    And my eyes turn black and my skin ages a day in my physical lair

    It happens, my emotions go to wasted values as of course
    My catharsis, it's still the same I have no use to stop it
    Few emotions I have left in my body are petty corpses
    With fire blazing in me and my life camouflaged there's no use so I use my wit

    Looking down, I see my ancient answers on the ground
    They're shouting " Yes, please, we want your dead sound "
    I jump off, with arms open wide I set to embrace
    The pavement that awaits me in the face

    I wake up, suddenly in another dream
    Wait, no, this can't dream it seems
    I see the sun showing bright radiance a' towards me
    Seeing Sarah, smiling in her deep sleep blinded to see

    My life lifts up, into the golden stars that float abound us
    A zodiac cryptic messages forms around around the nightly dust
    It tells me I still have much more to live in this planet
    But how, with life and death controlling me in fickle laments

    I give myself another chance everyday
    And I leer closely at the dagger that looms with my life
    Dressed in black, I walk out the door to begin another strife
    Oh, Sarah, don't forget me, these words I say

    Cause we both know my suicidal temptations are high above the crowd