• these scars,
    these marks,
    are reminders of my weaknesses
    They remind me of how I was.
    When all I felt was cold,
    When all I felt was pain.
    You ruined me,
    You hurt me,
    and most of all you broke my soul.
    Soul....
    What does that word truly mean?

    It means every day I think about you,
    yes.... YOU
    I can't help but wonder if-...
    you could...
    Quite possibly...
    Be thinking of me too.
    These thoughts stuck in my head force me to break down,
    To sob,
    To feel, ...Hopeless
    Oh so hopeless
    I cry, you laugh...
    You are nothing but happy without me,
    And... it makes me feel .. broken

    You've moved on,
    Forgotten about those promises
    Forgotten about those messages...
    The messages I saved because I hoped,
    I really hoped..
    in my heart that they would come true once again
    You said you loved me,
    You said you were lost without me...
    But really...?
    who were you to stretch the truth?
    to exaggerate..
    TO LIE???
    without feeling the slightest bit of guilt
    Without feeling sorry...
    When you knew that you gave me so much joy.
    That you WERE my soul...
    That I truly could never live without you.
    It seemed as if to you my heart was only a toy ..

    You said I did wrong,
    That I messed upp
    That I had changed
    That it was all my fault.
    But you never looked at what YOU were doing.
    opinions..
    You thought you were right,
    I thought you were wrong...
    But who were we to choose?
    In each of our minds, we were right,
    thoughts swirling through our heads,
    Every day was a constant fight.
    Well, at least for me...
    For you, all you had to do was forget.
    For me, nothing was that simple.
    I had lost my joy...
    I had lost my soul..
    But most importantly, I lost... Everything