• Tears roll down my face.
    The harder I try, the more I'm ashamed.
    The pain is not on my wrist
    But on my heart where hurt has kissed,
    And the numbness begins it's long chase.

    I close my eyes but to erase it,
    I can't do such but embrace it.
    For the actions I've done,
    I've lost and they've won,
    That only how I can face it.

    Forgive me please,
    That's all that I need,
    And a chance to make it right
    For that I'd stay up all night.
    Can't you hear me plead?

    I can't rest with the things I've done,
    But there are no perfect ones.
    So all the same,
    I'm the one to blame,
    And the scars stand out in the sun.

    I wish I could take it back.
    But I'm too far off the right track.
    I've screwed it up,
    And now I'm stuck
    With the aching memories of the past.

    I can't help you and no one can help me.
    The dark, evil, and ugly is all you can see.
    I'll fade away some day,
    Because I wasn't meant to stay,
    And that's how it should be.