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I watched Spiderman 3 today and it sorta made me nostalgic on a lot of things....the movie was really good by the way. It also made me think about how the world kinda....IS living in darkness. There are people who kinda live their lives full with joy and happiness...but these guys kinda actually DO things right around their town and families...and they kinda get in trouble sometimes but their hearts are pure gold from what I think about....those guys must be SAINTS i guess...is that the meaning for a world of light? But from what I can think of....most people in the world...including myself Cannot live in the light or become saints at all....now that I think about it.....theres a world binded by Light and Darkness....one is pure and the other is cursed. But now that I think of it, theres actually 2 opposing sides on light and darkness, Theres the light for a purpose and a light for a reason, those who do things right by means to hurt others as long as they complete their objective and those of light who would rather listen to logic and rationality for the sake of those they care about without mattering the situation. In darkness, there is also 2 sides as well....there are those in darkness who suffer all the time and do bad deeds because they suffer as well but tend to keep going on with life and still obtain a bit of love from others and makes them stronger inside..following the darkness...but holding on to Rationality and good....and there's the darkness of people who do bad deeds on purpose and makes them feel good inside for every person they hurt and every terror they spread.....inmoral...selfish...and .....evil.....maybe......now that I think about it....in the world of light darkness where 2 different sides exists on each element...there only exists 2 sides on one of the 2 sides....Evil....just thinking about all this...it reminds me alot about Alex...how she went on with her own way and started to do things for her own pleasure....and most of those things were going too far or just simply....evil....I dont know her anymore...and thats why she isnt going to hold me back....I have a new love...Karla...the white angel....altho she seems to have gone through darkness...she is a good person at heart...the good side of darkness...I love her so much that Im going to visit her this summer vacation and I promise myself i will make the best of it....Theres nothing that can screw this up anymore....I will follow my darkness and hold onto morality......because God gave me this gift....