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... While I write this...Once again...I stay crying, for I can't do it around my friends. I'm really sick, of hiding me.Just because, my friends don't care.Just so.I myself, fit in. I am lucky to be living to this day.Due to years ago, trying to stab myself, through the chest.A few times, while I was younger. My thoughts still run un-straight.While I wish I had someone that'd sit here, and listen to me for once. I sit here.Thinking thoughts, I wish I didn't. Thoughts, due to, feeling like s**t.

Posted by: Unknown R A I N B O W Sat Jun 02, 2007 @ 07:10am

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Nymphiedora
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Sat Jun 02, 2007 @ 04:07pm

So stop hiding you and be yourself. Whats the point of doing something that makes you miserable? Its lame. Life is short, and all you can do in it is make sure that you are happy, because who doesnt want to be happy in life? Life is a waste if it sucks. Dont waste your life by hiding yourself inside.

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Sat Jun 02, 2007 @ 05:17pm

Thank you Nymmie.
But, if you have heard what my friends have said, when I am myself.BEcause, all that's gone in the past few months...You'd get sort of dissapointed in them, and maybe continue hiding.
From comments like 'Oh, Cheer up, it's only as bad as you make it seem' From Panda, when I wasn't happy, because my parents were splitting up for the second or third time.
And 'She's just seeking attention' When i'm sitting away from everyone, not smiling.Because i'm thinking back on all the stuff that has happened, since November 2006.
Like my Grandpa being in the Hospital, with a disease.That ate through his heart.I'm lucky he's still living.But even the slightest nose bleed could kill him now.
My grandma drinks.And it sucks.
And so on, and so on.

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