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I don't know what's happening to me,
One day I'm lost in it all
Confused with no way out,
Then the next day
It's like I found my light,
And I feel like I'm just
A hopeful ticking time bomb,
Hopeing I won't explode
But knowing I will anyway,
This is all a tease,
All this happiness
I fell welling up inside of me,
Sometimes I take a deep breath
And I'm surprised,
Because there is no soft ache
That was always there before,
I'm so happy
It scares me a little,
I know you've done this to me
And I love you all the more for it,
I always knew you'd be able
To release me from my lonely curse,
It was just a matter of
If you would or not,
And now you have
And my world has flipped
Turned to a happy side,
Where I'm free
Free to smile
Free to breath
And most of all
Free to love you
All the more deeply
All the more fully.