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I am honestly no good. No matter what I do or where I go to I cause someone harm or hurt someone and now more than ever I'm being torn from my inside lately all I've doing is crying and crying until I can't cry anymore. I just can't understand that soon the person that I love with all my life is gonna leave me.....rather per say he already left me alone. I didn't know until I got a phone call from my daughter.... I couldn't hear her quite correctly but I tried to hear her and when I did I heard that he was moving to New Jersey we don't know if it's permanent or not if it is and if I lose him..... I'll lose everything I would have already died in the inside. Because I can't live without him. He means the whole world to me. And the bad part of this all I couldn't sleep last night.O.k. that wasn't so bad -_- that I couldn't sleep I'd care less..... what has to be the worst part ever is that I might never see him in my life again. And it's true what they say a broken heart never really heals and can never be mended.... I wonder if I'm just dreaming it....

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