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I cry


Verse:
what i hear
in my ear
is so dear
like fresh doves
from above
i hear my mother say one thing
youll always be my baby who follows his dreams
im crying wonder why i gotta be alone
when i can have her and be myself to the bone
shaking like a tree in the wind at her grave
tear dropping while I'm in a rage
then my grandpa we call him sage
says youll get to see her another day
so i wait and i wait
it seems like ill be dead by time i see her face
but i gotta keep movin on
cause no one in this world can keep me goin on
i feel so terrible
my mind's thoughts are unbearable
taking a knife to my heart would clear me though
even to that degree
i feel a sharp sting
i let my mom down
i have no other worse dream


chorus:
and so i cry
letting my hot tears out my eye
i cry
letting the pain bottle up inside
i mourn
for one i lost
im scorned
by my own conscious that no longer can be formed

verse:
seering needles of memories
stick me inside
no way to explain how im deprived
of my mother
my grammy
and my friend name sammy
they all died away
a tear in my eye stains
worst than blood pouring down the drain
I feel the memories gushing to my head
What people cant see is that im potentially dead

Chorus:
and so i cry
letting my hot tears out my eye
i cry
letting the pain bottle up inside
i mourn
for one i lost
I feel torn
between the life I have and the morgue