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the story of my life... i don't no where to begin. ever sence i was born i lived in the house of sin. watchin' my brother robbin' stealin' and thievin'. how good he was i just couldn't believe it. he made it look easy so i started to get cocky. went to juvie a few time so i stopped getting sloppy. i started stealin and cheatin and fightin and beatin... stayin out late and runnin the streets and.... now i'm older and back in the same mess i was foolish enough to think i passed that test. i really aint tryin to relive my life. relivin' the words that cut deeper than any knife. makin the same mistakes i made in my past. i need to escape the state i'm in fast. i feel like i'm going thru this... no keep going thru this over and over!! i need to make a change!! before my life... is over! weither i beilive it or not... people want me to achieve... i just gotta believe in myself... so I can succeed.