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殺せ。。。殺せ。。。 俺のすべてを殺せ。。
Kill me... Kill me... Kill everything of me..


Once more I've been hurt...
Even after the day.. and before the day... of a special day..
Today.. I've been hurt once more...
I wish all this hurting will stop, I wish my mind will not corrupt..
I wish I do not lose my mind in this...
I do not want to part from this world just yet.. Please give me time...

Why?... Why do everyone want to pick on me?.. Why is everyone against me?...
I'm being hurt over and over again... with no time to recover..
Does everyone want me to die that badly?...
Does everyone hate me that much?...

If everyone wishes to... I shall take my life and end my own suffering..
I wish I can part from this world happily... I wish I do not have to go from being hurt...
If only you can feel what I'm feeling now...
If only you are in me now...
You will know... How I really feel...

Neglected, otherwise bullied..
Guilty, Isolated, rejected, insulted, alienated, embarrassed, depressed, miserable, tearful, hopeless, insecure, lonely...

Can you feel... what I'm feeling now?....