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I realise now the Composure of my problems
Im always fighting (losing every battle)
Fighting with my mind to belive these apperitions
Everything ive ever wanted (i know i cant have)
Everything thats possible (will never happen)
how everything turns out negitive (Theres no positive side to look 4)
Cuz all ive been fighting 4..complications
They've compiled all my worries all my stress & towered it upon my heavy head.
My face one on one to the floor
Who could possibly take anymore?!
Oh how wrong you are
I cant move yet ill stay steady
My heart beats faster, pounding agility, but its not ready.
To take on all the hard ships & manuver through mined fields.
To counter all these things, to know how they feel.
Incredible.
But theres the competitor
Risking what they've got, for your heart.
If you win, ur heart remains yours untainted,free, touched by no one. No one to break your fragile treasure.
But if you lose, ur heart, is theirs loved, adored,bound within there cage of arms. They could break your fragile treasure if they wanted but who said they will?
Ive losed my battle.
I lose them all.
I didnt think my heart was ready.
But id say it decided for itself.
Now their all i want
All i want possible
Oh and the negitive? Ticking like a time bomb
Possitive? Flutters inside my heart hopeing.
Maybe thats y i could never find it.
Not untill they won
or just untill i looked hard enough.