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ok! number 2 of my big book of everything
I had peace for a while. I was home alone and every thing was still and calm. Soiltary was my only comfort even for the short while I had it. that whole day i sat outside my room on the roof and looked at the clouds, feeling at peace with myself. I had my notebook with me and I began to write. My feelings poured out of me and I felt better. Then my calm quite world crashed. Voices from inside screamed at me. I clenched my teeth and bit my tounge. I came inside and closed my door and sat behind it. Grabbing my headphones and blasting Chris Brown into my ears, i fell asleep. Forgettin the things that lie beyond my door.