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Yeah today Oooo Today i feel sick to my stomach when ever i see the stuf Mic sent me. I miss him so much i dont think things will ever be normal between us again. and that in itself hurts so much its unexplainable. i botched it up and i am paying for it. and well so is he. i feel terrible i lost him like this. i wish it were different but its not. I cant see me ever being able to look him in the eye ever again. i cant see me being around him with out feeling guilty and wrong. its just bad.

Yeah those are my thoughts tonight yay for depression. Oh well Later.