I know the title is a little weird, but it describes how I feel. I'm currently trying, very hard, to build a life for myself and I keep taking missteps or coming upon obstacles. Work, school, shelter (necessities), family and friends, all of these are important issues that keep conflicting with one another. I need more balance and stability in my life instead of this swinging pendulum. I'm trying to balance my work schedule (and do my job well), find a new place to live, keep my loved ones happy, plus I'll be starting school again soon, and I'm supposed to not go insane doing it.
I wanna tell everyone to back-off and come help me at the same time. From my perspective it seems like I'm doing the best I can, but from the reaction I'm getting from those around me it seems like I'm sadly falling behind on what I need to do. I don't want anyone telling me I'm being melodramatic or stop whining, I just wanna get this off my chest and maybe get some perpective. I...I don't know what to do, I'm really trying to make things right, but I'm so damn confused about how to do it. I'm don't wanna get yelled at anymore, especially not by all the critical voices inside my head (I know everyone has them).
If anyone asks, I don't want anyone feeling sorry for me, just if you have some good advice or some kind words please feel free to share.
-Yume
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*ahem* Anyway, as I've said in person, you always have me to rely on. I'll make sure you're safe, and you'll have all the time you need to get back on your feet. We all need a hand sometimes; that's what friends are for, no?
Like I said: "We're there for each other, so when the one falls or stumbles, the other is there to help them up".
-KTD