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life's interesting, sometimes. people can also be interesting, sometimes. take the girl i like on gaiaonline for example: i'm crazy for her (and i told her that) but i don't know what is going on between us, if she even likes me back, of if she's dating someone else, and i don't know about it. question . i feel so alone sometimes, like i'll never be loved. i've given my heart to so many different people, and it's always been broken, so many times to where, im afraid that if i give it out again to someone who says that they love me, that it'll get broken again, and i won't be able to repair it one more time. im just afraid that i can't love anymore, and if i can, it'll probably be the very last time, and if my broken heart can't be fixed, then im done for. totally gone forever. lets just say, im doomed to die alone, unloved.