dear diary, I'm sorry i haven't been writing to you in a looooooooong time! but i've been so busy! with school and all that crap, anyways, i've decided not to tell justin i like him. I realized that telling him I love him would be the same as telling some dude off the street I love him! sad I'm so sad because on our school trip, I completely missed my chance to tell him! I'm such a retard! well, I guess I should focus on my grades (getting failing grades //_T), and on my cosplay stuff. I still need to recruit people for some parts for my cosplay skit. I was going to ask justin-kun, but since he's a prep, he won't be interested...... sigh. well, I shall go mend my broken heart now, arigato for listening. //_T