*Sigh* Yet another day of annoying responsibilities.
So, my Chemistry class is on Tuesdays and Thursdays at 8 o'clock in the morning. They're quickly followed by my Biology class at 9:30. Did I go to them today? Ehhhh.......no. sweatdrop Again.......no, I didn't. I'm such a bad student! Me and Dige went to IHOP last night--he was feeling rather depressed...again, and in an effort to cheer him up...again....I treated him to whatever food he wanted and a listening ear. It seemed to help in the end....well....sorta.
I can't STAND seeing him so upset! It breaks my heart to know that he's hurting so f*ing badly. Call it empathy or whatever, but I seriously wanted to break down in tears myself as I sat across the table from him just staring at him...into those blazing blue-green eyes so filled with anguish. Not even jokes about energy legs would perk his interest. He just sat there, staring off blankly and then glancing up at me at random moments for what reason I have no idea about. But........*sigh* I just wish I could do more. Make him forget. That's what he's always been saying...that he wishes that he could simply forget everything. That way there would be nothing to remind him of the reason his chest continuously aches; "like a dagger churning in your chest," I at times mention, refering to the pain I once had to go through in a similar situation years ago. But now, I'm glad that I did go through it....because now I can offer at least some support and comfort to him, as physical evidence that you can get through such hard times and turn out for the better. Well...at least I hope I turned out for the better....but anyway!
We didn't get home until, like midnight. I don't know what he did after I dropped him off, but I downloaded the pictures that I took at the Botanical Gardens that day. The people locked me in there! Car and all! So I had to drive my little Neon through this jacked-up pathway between the trees to get back on the main road....holy s**t, that was quite a time. sweatdrop But yep yep...now I'm just sitting in the computer lab at the Union..typing--duh! I should be typing up my journals for my English class or doing my Chem. Pre-lab for Monday...but like I mentioed before...I'm a horrible student.
In any case....after all the crap is over with, I still can find a sanctuary in my Onee-san! whee Hehe! It makes me happy to know that I have a protector who's always there, even if it's just as a friend who'll just walk around the campus with me for HOURS just talking. But that's the cool part. We can just do anything....NOTHING at some points in time...absolutely nothing. Just being in each other's company is enough for us. I mean come on! We spent like, 2 freaking hours just going through almost every building on campus, just "exploring", as Dige puts it. CHUUUUU!!!!! He's so awesome! *does happy dance* That's really all that can be said. Besides being like my freaking twin and knowing me from the inside out (oooo inuendo much? whee ), he's my best friend. I'd do ANYTHING for him! It's surprising, actually....I have a little sister and all, but I've never felt that sibling-like affection towards anyone like I do him. Granted, it might be a bit more than simple brother-sister affection--not that anything can/will come of that--but he still holds a piece of my heart.....and according to him...so do I. So now we move on to AWA!
YES!!! AWA!!! We leave for it tomorrow morning at 9AM. Enough said! 4laugh
.Kinu.
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