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Damn him! oh well i guess its my fault for getting my hopes up i mean who could ever love me when shes right there? God that jerk i can't belive i mean that little to him! if he really cared about me even a sliver he wouldn't of let that happen!i just...i just can't belive for one night i let my hopes get that high. and that..that girl keeps yelling at me to be an opptimist well its pretty damn hard to be an opptimist when youre hopes do nothing but let you down. i know this is on public becuase i want the world to know what a jerk he is! if he onley knew how long i've been crying over him, mabey...nah! that wouldn't change anything i'd still be this dumb b***h and hed still love my best friend. god life just sucks maby now would be a good time to ask him to kill me it onley sounds fitting. kill the inside kill the out