...wierd.
Considering that I have discovered more stuff about myself in the past 2 weeks than in the past 2 years. I cannot be direct to certain people. Yes, I say what it is and how it is. But when i get asked a question about something that I'm afraid to make the wrong answer to....then I just negate the attack and get onto another subject. The only way I can answer those type of questions is indirectly(i.e: email, written note, and stuff like that where I dont have to say it). Any questions that I'm embarassed to answer may also cause me to change the subject. I have gotten many questions in the past couple weeks about (insert subject here which some people know about) and I change the subject by saying something random or just *poof* start blushing up a storm.
Also, Im afraid of making the wrong choices and saying the wrong answers and have to 'pay for it' in the end. Saying yes to an answer I clearly should of said no to, and having to deal with myself because of what bad things I have gotten myself into.(No I'm NOT talking about anything that has happened recently.)
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