This isn't a good thing... >.< No matter how much I tell myself that things will NEVER work out... I still like him... ALOT... Oh yah... For people who are reading my journal... I'm talking about Devon...
I really really really really really really really like him... I'm making sure that I stay away from the word 'LOVE' 'cause yah... I don't think that's right... Even though I also think it is... Grrr... I'm so confuzed right now!!!
I'm sorry Jessi!!! I'm trying not to like him!!! But there's nothing I can do about it!!! I even made my whole profile basically about it, that's how much I'm thinking about it...
It really hurts to know that things won't work out... Because I've never liked anyone more than I've liked him... I feel so much happier around him... Which REALLY REALLY helps me out... I'm almost always wanting to cut or kill myself when I'm talking to my parents or my brothers...
********... I just got done talking to my mom... Just shoot me now please... I wish I could live in my own apt. or something... >.< Oskies... I guess that's it... o.O
I really really really really really really really like him... I'm making sure that I stay away from the word 'LOVE' 'cause yah... I don't think that's right... Even though I also think it is... Grrr... I'm so confuzed right now!!!
I'm sorry Jessi!!! I'm trying not to like him!!! But there's nothing I can do about it!!! I even made my whole profile basically about it, that's how much I'm thinking about it...
It really hurts to know that things won't work out... Because I've never liked anyone more than I've liked him... I feel so much happier around him... Which REALLY REALLY helps me out... I'm almost always wanting to cut or kill myself when I'm talking to my parents or my brothers...
********... I just got done talking to my mom... Just shoot me now please... I wish I could live in my own apt. or something... >.< Oskies... I guess that's it... o.O
