Part I
There he was...he was sitting across the room. His hair blonde & as bright as the sun...the sun actually glistened and weaved in and out of his hair. Giving it the sheen that i so quaintly loved. He had these great big blue eyes. Eyes that when you looked into them it was like you started to fly up towards heaven with the glistens that were like clouds. They just...put you in a transe. He had a white and baby blue stripped shirt on with a collar and it just completely complimented his eyes and skin tone. he was a prep boy...he hung out with other prep boys who where completely stuck up!! i hated them! they would always get on my nerves. He wasn't like that though... even though he looked like those hollister wearing-only eating what was over 50 bucks- only hanging out in places that had people who had money-getting haircut for a little over a hundred dollars-paying geeks to do their homework-and waving their money and fancy clothing in other people's faces kids... he wasn't at all like them. I had talked to him before...he was my former science partner. He and i were doing a project on the The solar system...the stars was our topic of choice actually. He said he liked them because they could tell stories. He said they were a way for him to realize there was more than just what was going on down here on earth. That, when you look at them you start to ( or at least he starts to) think about what would be out there and he forgets all about what was goin on where we live. he was suh a deep person. i told him it was a really good way to get away from stress. For me the project ended too soon. I wanted to get to know him more and be able to have him see me more. but it didnt work out that way. Now i must admire him from a distance. write now he was writing in his note book. i wondered what he's writing about. Then all of a sudden he looks up toward me. then he winked! i could feel myself blush! he got back to writing. i was so filled with joy. i felt so many things at once. i had question after question running through my head! Should i go over there? Should i sit here to wait for sign of somekind? should i let him come to me?? i couldn't believe. he loked up again. gave me a toothy smile and it was a beautiful smile!!! i realized a pattern. he would look up do some sort of thing that i found really cute and then go back to writing. then he got up and headed for the boy's bathroom. I saw that he left the book on the table. i looked around. i got up and i headed towards the oh so secret notebook belonging to the guy of my dreams! i got closer and closer trying to make it look normal an dnot like i was looking into someone els's book but a book of my own. i walked over and i walked over slowly until i got so anctious i just ran the rest of the way!! i franticaly flipped throught the pages with out sitting down. i flipped through finding the pages blank...all of them....untill...i found the page i got so excited to see hearts and clouds with arrows and flowers even. the whole page was decorated with them. i loved it and i even saw a star in the middle of the page which he thought was beautiful...he thought stars where beautiful and breathtaking! i was excited to see that there was a name in the middle neatly printed in cursuve. Since he was a guy ( but for a guy his handwrighting wasn't bad at all ) it took me a while to compute the letter in the center of his star. it said a name of a girl that he loved and admired and he wrote her in a star as a significant sign that she brought him up from stress and made him feel renewed. The thing was the girl he loved and made him feel that way wasn't me.
To Be Continued..........
read what happens next in next journal entry!
 DarkChil3 · Wed Dec 19, 2007 @ 11:54pm · 2 Comments |
