lol ok i blame this all on donte's coffee and a bit of what i really wanted to do xD. I swear he must of spiked it or something. Anyways so we had a nice party earlier in the GSA form drinking coffee and eating dip with pretzels. As it went on he and i kind of again flirted a bit. I teased him, he teased me; what you usually see couples do. and now we flirt even more, joke around about stuff and pretty much make out. I am totally enjoying what ever this is. I did ask him what we are and we'll soon find out i guess right?
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Alright well i guess we're friends with benefits? lol idk
W/e i honestly don't care i'm enjoying it regardless ^^
its been a while since i talked to my x and he seems to be doing fine, we don't have a lot to talk about.
on irl i'm thinking about picking up writing short stories again my current one in the process is called m.a.g.e. I'll type up the few thing i got for it tmw or tuesday.
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^^ Just to let you know, and everyone else that does happen to read this, the coffee was indeed spiked! Now come to the GSA thread! (lol) What good advertisement no?
Oh, you really want to know WHAT it's spiked with right? Well, it's really rather simple. ^^ It's called caffeine! Wonderful thing really! 6.6;; I think somewhere in health class a very long time ago I was told it was a drug. Or a stimulant at least.
Anyway, bad direction to this wonderful comment!
x's are a funny thing. Sometimes it sucks because you were so close to the person and then to suddenly try to not be close to that person is really hard. Especially when they give you the "I still want to be friends" line. Then it's really difficult because, in my case anyway, you still want that. ^^ Then you have to struggle with trying to figure out what is considered "friendly" and what was considered more then that.
It's an aweful thing to try to do and if you can, it's probably just better to quit cold turkey and try not to see them anymore. Like the guys I've dated before. Sure it's a little awkward when I see them now, but we've drifted apart, it's like we don't even know eachother any more.
In my complete and honest opinion though, I suppose I could say that I wouldn't trade in my "friendship" with my x for the world....
Goodness... this isn't my journal.. I shouldn't be saying my opinions in it.
Anyway!
I didn't know you wrote short stories. You'll have to send me one some time. ^^ I'm sure it's great!
Talk to you later